While Tori Spelling is still not ready for her husband Dean McDermott to return home after he admitted cheating on her, the actress has revealed that her "biggest fear" is the couple not reuniting.
The premiere of the couple's new reality show True Tori aired in the US last night, where the former 90210 actress took the cameras into the couple's first therapy session.
Last night, Lifetime viewers saw the 40-year-old explain to the cameras that she didn't believe the reports that her husband had cheated on her.
Tori spelling with husband Dean and their four children in December last year (Wenn)
"I didn't think for a second it was true," she said. But when the mother-of-four found out the truth she saw her husband in a whole different light.
"His right eyebrow was shaking up and down … and I said, 'I've never seen your eyebrow shake before," Tori recalled.
Us Weekly were first to report the cheating story, and just days before McDermott confessed to his Toronto affair with Emily Goodhand. He then checked himself into a rehab clinic voluntarily at the end of 2013, and Tori was forced to spend Christmas alone with her family.
"I know he's my soulmate. I know he's the love of my life. I also know he broke my heart," Spelling said in the couple's joint therapy session, but she couldn't bring herself to hug her husband during the meeting.
Tori, who is mother to their children Liam, Stella, Finn and Hattie said she still loves her husband but concedes that "this might not have a happy ending."
Meanwhile the therapist that has been treating McDermott throughout his rehab stint, said that he was in there for treatment to help with "addiction, depression and the fall out of his affair," also adding that McDermott, has been "lying his whole life."
Through tears a torn Tori said: "I'm so scared we won't grow old together. "That's my biggest fear."
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